-NO-

-NO-

She didn’t have a clue
which part of no
he hadn’t understood
if it was to start with
the incomprehension of the first letter or the last
or maybe the combination
of those two

-NO-

She hardly had any recollection
maybe she even hadn´t refused
she recalled
his fingers touching her skin
drowsiness, unaware
her body and mind caving in
a little voice saying
´Hey we don’t want this´
yet a tape was glued over it’s mouth
Preventing it to shout

In a snap everything went black
_NO-
even that’s even that’s a lie
the one fact she could recollect
was the following scene
she would rather forget

she opened her eyes
her legs were spread apart
he on top and inside
her heart stopped for a while
her eyes checked what was going on below
he had a condom on
´Yes I am fast ´
was his respond
he smiled and carried on
and she can’t recall, remember nor recollect
More than that at all.


2004